currently no in a good mood.
its 1.00pm,
havent ate anything.
i woke up at around 9.30am
and started to prepare to go for interview with ah wei.
and mum started to angry.
i really dunno what is she angrying.
she refuse to fetch me go
kayy fine
i just change back my clothing
and lay down on the sofa.
i think a lot
and finally i knew the answer.
maybe she's too tired of fetching me to here and there.
i knew that.
but i've no choice.
i really tried my best to take two subject in a day.
i really cant combine any subject together anymore.
this few days she keep asking me the same question.
she asked
do you really need to take so many subject?
does your friend take so many subject as you?
dont you feel tired tuition everyday?
i didn't answer.
i really dunno what to do and what to answer.
should i stop some ?
i really dunno what to do.
or maybe i tried to go by foot?
or maybe by cycling?
arghh
brain really gonna burst.
keep feeling like answering her,
yes,i really need it.
ya, my friend take quite many of subjects too.
no, imm not tired.
sis took quite many subject last time.
why she can, but i cant?
is it because im not clever as her,
so i cant concentrate on my study?
u didnt say,
but i know it.
for u,
sis is always right.
always an obedient girl.
always an clever girl.
u keep giving me lots and lots of pressure.
but u doesn't realise that.
no matter how good i get my result,
u would'nt think that its really good.
u just know how to take my result and compare with others,
i still remember,
u told me that my cousin get A in english
i answered i also wad.
u answered me,
u got tuition wad, how to compare?
ok fine.
i hate argue with you.
u wont listen to me.
but i also cover my ear and let you sing till you feel tired.
i only listen to things that i feel its correct,
i cover my ears because i feel that u're talking nonsence.
u asked me to do housework,
ya i done it.
but u scold me too.
what's wrong with me?
imm your daughter too.
can u just be fair?
sighh
feel freaking down now.
that's all bye
